SAM

Sam is a regular police officer.
Sam's rank is a sergeant.
Sam has been in the force for 12 years.
Sam has been a sergeant his whole life.

just to let you know. rankings in the police force goes like this

Special Constable (as good as recruit or priveate)
Corporal
Sergeant
Staff sergeant
senior staff sergeant
station inspector and so on.

Usually you can get up to a station inspector in 12 years. But not Sam. He's stuck at being a sergeant.

Why is sam like this?
It is because he is satisfied with life.
He thinks that it is enough. He is just living ''life''. It makes me wonder, how can you be satisfied with life? Life is all about the ''next thing'' the next hurdle the next object of desire the next (you get the picture). Sam is the type that when he finds a comfortable spot he will stay there and remain stagnent.
He tells me that he doesn't want anything else to look forward to. He says he's happy with where he is. Getting two thousand a month till he retires is good enough he says.

I am just dumbstruck by such a display of attitude towards life and himself. Tell me really, how can you be satisfied with what you have? Truth is, you can NEVER be satisfied with what you have. Its human nature. It is what makes us breathe and move and wake up the next morning. It is the drive that drives us. To want more. That crave, that lust , it isn't greed you know. It is survival. It makes life so much more fun. What is life without want or greed. What drives you?
What makes you move in a certain way.

I WANT MORE.

When you want more, you move more, you feel more.

HOW CAN YOU BE SATISFIED?!?!? oh my fucking god. i feel so angry. stupid fuck.

There is no I AM HAPPY
There is no I AM SAD
There is only i am happier or i am sadder. That my buddies is drive.
The fact that there is no limitations to feelings this makes life so fun because possibilities are endless.

When cavemen created fire. We created the torchlight and the microwave oven.
Hope and curiosity had a big hand in that.
Ergo, i am so angry knowing that this type of attitude exists, the world doesn't need this. The world don't need bummers.

Besides if you are so ''satisfied'' why not just die? why not just die ''happy''?

So don't lie to yourself, you are not happy you are not sad. You are just sadder or happier.
Don't tell yourself you are satisfied. A fucking lie. Don't escape from this, you'll
Dream to want more. Hope maybe humankind's greatest strength or weakness but it makes everything worth living for. I HOPE THIS CHANGED YOUR LIFE.

Although i know there are many points to argue back and stuff. This really can go on forever.


I feel like a tyler durden. =D

i got into a heated arguement with my father once and he told me something that i will never forget.
He said there was this frog in a winter country found a couldren and stayed in it, as it got warmer he began to feel comfortable so he stayed. It got ever warmer so he stayed. But it got too hot and he died in it. It turned out that he was in a boiling couldren.

The morale of the story? change. always change for the better, never stay stagnent. Look for something better or you will perish like the satisfied frog

sorry if this entry is messy. i am angry.


Stay on for part 2 on why we have this mentality of being ''satisfied'' and i blame the govt.