Enough is never enough.

Its human nature to always want more.
More than they need.
More than they can afford.
More than they can handle.
More more more more more more.

I should be so lucky. The life my parents have provided me with. The things i've seen. The things i've done. The opportunities i have

Nothing. Zilch. You'll get used to it, then you move on to want more.
Then you realise you want so much more that you cannot turn back. You realise you cannot be simple anymore. You cannot go back to what you once was. You'll eventually finding yourself wanting more. I'm a more-whore. I'll go crazy, plotting and planning to get what i want. I usually get what i want. Be it days, months even years.

It gets to the point that the chase of it all is far more exciting then getting the object itself. It is just like the movie The Thomas Crown Affair. Where this bored billionaire businessman , Thomas Crown (Pierce Brosnan) gets his kicks from plotting and stealing valuable targets like a Monet.

I should be so lucky. But i am not, i am greedy and ungrateful. Sometimes i wish i didn't have a choice. That way i wouldn't have to look back and regret , that way i won't end up being disappointed and spoilt. Choices can make or destroy you. It defines you. When you are given a choice you will always want more even when you don't need it and you tend forget the more important and simple things that were always there. Maybe i wasn't so lucky after all, this gift is a curse.


''Some choices we live not only once but a thousand times over, remembering them for the rest of our lives. ''


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Jack's back

Can someone lend me the album waterloo by Dirty Pretty Things.
Yea as if anyone reads this anyway.



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