You Are A Fun Friend

You're the one who keeps your group laughing And you've always got an idea for something fun to do The party's not complete without you And you wouldn't miss it for the world

What Kind of Friend Are You?

shaun says, ''and a bit satanic''

You Are 64% Passionate, 36% Compassionate

You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over!

Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

hahaha . REALLLLY

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

OH REALLLY

You Are Big Bird

Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around. You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy. You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you. How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

REALLY!

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

i think...ok i better not think...

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

hahahahaha BOLLOCKS.

You Are a Chocolate Martini

You're an elegant drunk, who only likes the best bars and the most expensive drinks. A bit of a cheapskate, you're likely to mooch ten dollar drinks off both friends and strangers. You should never: Drink and dash. You're gonna get caught leaving someone with the tab! Your ideal party: A posh celebrity party you crash, with an open bar. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Classic Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Blueberry Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

im no bloody cheapskate basket
i want lycheetini...........

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I,
never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
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Every man for himself, said the elephant
As he started to dance around the chickens.

I though this was cute. But it really means so much more. Quite brutal actually. No matter how big you are its every man for himself and if you got to step on the small. Do it. Ain't nothing to be ashamed of. Its life. How do we become elephants and mantain humanity in us.

THE LINE

Waiters and waitresses that kept looking

The tai tai next to us , with gypsy bags.

Grilled lobster

Oyster

Prawn dumpling

Pizza

Assorted Sushi

California roll

Soup dunpling

Prawns

Salmon Sashimi

Cheese cake

Rasberry shot thingy

Tiramisu

Ice Cream

Choco fountain

Four chocolate strawberrys

Marshmellows

Mr. Straight

Mr. MOHLEY MOHKEY

Ms. SPG SLUT (with ulgy tattoo)

Mr. POK POK

AND MANY MANY MORE INCLUDING GREAT SERVICE!!!

=D

Because she's worth it

DONT U FUCKERS FORGET THAT IT IS ANNIE'S BIRTHDAY THIS SATURDAY!!!

=D peace.

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My cousin got married over the weekend. He is the first of all my cousins to get married. He just finished his NS, and is working at a hospital cutting people up. His wife is also a cutter. ''awwwwwwwwww'' They both are 27 and they grew up together. I remember seeing them once at Novena Square back when i was only 15.

He said something really sweet to everyone. He said ''today, i marry my bestfriend.''

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

The priest said something that caught my attention, he said that marriages are made in heaven but remember, so is thunder and lightning.

They should be arriving at their honeymoon tonight, the Maldives.

Oooh yes. Congrats cuz.

Mornings

How do i know if i had a great day or a bad day or an average day? I figure it out on the actual day itself. For me, it shows in the morning after. My mornings. It tells me if i had a great day or a bad one. You just wake up and feel it.

After a fight with anyone i usually you feel guilty or feel unremorseful only in the morning.I fought with my mother on chinese new year in 2005, i told her some terrible things. But i didnt feel guilty about it the following morning. I didn't say sorry in the morning, but there are other fights with her i wake up feeling pathetic and lousy.

I've been having bad mornings ever since ns started for me. Everything seem so monotonous. Is that how we really go through ns? Its not that i hate it. i just wished there was something more. Maybe its just my post. I was fun learning but it is so dead-end. Every morning i wake up feeling so lifeless and colourless. I've become a weekend warrior.

Recently my morning has changed.Today's morning was different. The last time i had a morning like this was maybe on the 11th october 2003. yes. You wake up with a smile.

I believe your morning tells alot about you. What your head and heart wants. Sometimes you wake up and just think of something. You know? its like dreaming. When you think of something so much that you end up dreaming of it.

I'm glad my morning is so happy today. I won't lie to myself. I know the consequences. I know what's going to happen in the next 1 year and 4 months, that's alot of bad mornings. But i'll savour this morning. Live it as it is. A minute at a time.


Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you

''like nothing has changed''

goodnight everyone..

There is love of course. And then there's life, its enemy.
-Jean Anouilh

When everything in the world suddenly seem so noisy ,fast and angry.

All you really need is some Frank Sinatra.

It started here with 2 trays; 40 shots of apple shooters. Dozens of e-thrity threes and caronas NOT in the picture. SEAAHED.



Diane, alex, ed, shaun, tee, fat nick.



Yaya and stripes



Druggie nick, high and gay ed.



ed, tee, zen and me



The Free man. The NsMen. Happy ORD day teedee. Respect! 5 shots in a row before even smoking half his cig! Zen and me tried our best.

our dialogue before i left.

Tee: thanks for coming down man.
Me: WELCOMED! HAVE A FUN ORD AFTER LIFE.
Tee: Fucking good friend, i love you man.
me: same same (we shared a good manly hug, just the two of us =D )
Tee: But you are really fucking satan and zen is the devil.

Zen and me kept making him drink hahahahahahahaha

12 hours later. He failed his driving FTT due to hangovers. We suceeded.

The next day in office was quite dreadful, but it was worth it.

Next one is shaun's enlistment! ZEN AND ME WILL BE THERE. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Happy 26th !

You look excalty like Skinny fingers =)

Someone said i have great potential. She said i'll do great things in the future.

might not be true but........that makes me smile. smile. smile. smile.

No one says anything nice about me anymore =(

HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm looking for this t-shirt

Plain tee with the words FUCK FASHION in a simple font maybe something like arial black.Just FUCK FASHION across the chest.

Yes have you guys seen something like that? FUCK FRIENDS or maybe FUCK BLOGGING too.

OH OH OH OH how about FUCK LOVE. ALL LIES. haha =D

okay.

incubus ~ anna molly
muse ~ plug in baby
kings of convenience ~ misread
the kooks ~ ooh la!!!

Fight Club and American History X gives you something to think about.
Before any of you think that fight club is just another brad pitt action movie like mr. and mrs smith. It has actually nothing to do with action. Its in the mind. WATCH IT. You'll enjoy it.

Tyler Durden: This is your life and its ending one minute at a time

Danny Vinyard: So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned - my conclusion, right? Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it. Derek says it's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'

WHOAHHHHHHHHHHH



too bad its banned in singapore.

mmmmmmmmmmm my newest obsession for possession GIVE ME SEXY!!!
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TINY VOICES

i've been all pinched up since saturday
i've run my self dry of excellence
19 long years in-hale the bullshit in
whatever i said on saturday
whatever i did i'll do it all again
19 marks up walls
each year one short fall of

what is this for ex-parking lot
the dreamers go buy they never stop
20 plus 5 in let the youth cave in

tiny voices make things harder
tiny voices make things harder
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down
everybody will be let down

everybody will be let down.

Mental Habits.

We all have mental habits, conciously or sub-conciously. It affects everything.

stay with me on this

Imagine we're at a party and we see two men eyeing the same attractive woman. As we watch we see the first man starts to walk towards her but then stops turn and head over to the bar. Moments later we see the second guy walking towards the woman and begin talking to her.

Awhile later we notice the second man begin to move around the room talking to everyone. Initiating a conversation with everyone at the party.

what is the difference in the mental habits between the two?
First guy ''ran a movie'' in his head of all times he had been hurt in a relationship, felt lousy and ended up at the bar to drown his sorrows. (ok this is the important part) His emotional reaction was the expression of a subconcious ,self-limiting belief that ''i'm not good enough'' or ''i always get hurt in a relationship''

for the second guy its qutie the opposite. He constantly has this mental habit of believing that everyone is interesting. Emotionally they feel curious even excited. They feel good about themselves and focus their attention externally.

I was told to try out the second guy's mental habit. Just portraying in the mind that ''everyone is interesting'' or ''isnt he/she interesting'' and you would feel you can talk to anyone. Even if you're alone just close your eyes and imagine yourself in a crowded room with that mental habit. You should be able to feel the difference. AND I DID.

Just thought i share this with you guys. whoever you are.Got most of it from an investing book studying buffet and soros i'm reading now.I believe that things are as bad as we make it but i also understand that sometimes we just cannot help it, oh well. The mind is a beautiful thing so fuck around with it, you never know what you're going to find.

I know everynow and then someone comes along with these beliefs and stuff. And it goes like yea yea yay aya yea aye aya aa ayea yes oh wow that's cool yea yea. But i've always been interested in these sort of stuff. I'll really give this a try. Three cheers to good mental habits!


ON LOOOP EVERYNIGHT UNTIL I SLEEP
JOHN is a good sleeping partner.

''Shot through the heart
And youre to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name''
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Understanding the minds and works of warren buffet and george soros.
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I haven't told you about Bob and Raymond, i haven't actually told anyone about them. One day i will. I will tell you all about their adventures and their good fight against their archrival and nemesis , THE MAN. I will tell you all about their bravery against temptation and so much more. Heros to us all. Here to save us from society and THE MAN in us.

GOOD DAY AND GOOD FIGHT!

i SNAPPED

At two ''friends'' I had enough of their nonsense. The least you could do is be a man, SAY SORRY and try not to be irresponsible a-fucking-gain. I told them off and i did something really really nasty and heartless. I don't feel guilty. It was coming. I'm no one's fool and i'll tell it to your face that i meant it. I don't feel sorry.I feel justified. You don't mean anything to me. Once you've outlived your usefulness as a ''friend'' i'll step over you like another stepping stone.

i SNAPPED

At a group of FOREIGN strangers. My friends had to intervene, they had to calm me down. I went beserk. I lost control. Losing control is so fun, you just go for it. GO FOR IT.

i SNAPPED

sigh, i'm not like this. I'm no ruffian nor a tyrant, but i snapped...
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Zen: my stomach feels queasy

Josh: queasy eh?

Zen: yes, i had a very good friend in primary six once

Josh: yea?

Zen: One day in school he didn't feel well because he ate something bad and he told the teacher, ''teacher teacher my stomach feels very queasy weasy''

Josh: ok....

Zen: that's how i know that word and my stomach still feels very queasy.

Josh. James is a changed man, ALL LIES, there's still hope for you yet. Don't throw that away. says:
why are u slapping urself in your display pic

wq says:
haha nothing la

wq says:
my friend took it for me

Josh. James is a changed man, ALL LIES, there's still hope for you yet. Don't throw that away. says:
but why?

Josh. James is a changed man, ALL LIES, there's still hope for you yet. Don't throw that away. says:
why would u wanto hurt yourself

wq says:
im not la

wq says:
omg

wq says:
idiot


i tend to get this type of reaction out of people.